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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

.: Bye bye Love... :.

My worst nightmare will arrive in about 3 hrs time!

And!!!
I ended my relationship jux few hours back!
Problem simply lies with mi.
Can say mi crazy or call mi insane.
I don't worth one's waiting!
-I fear the promise-
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And again my love one cry for mi today!
My heart fucking in pain larh!
CB!!!
U silly!!!
Always make mi heart pain 1 le!!!
Gonna miss u like hell idiot!!!

Bye Bye

ALL MY LOVES

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|5:51 AM|

Monday, June 08, 2009

.: Is it a lie or is it truth? :.

Prove me that i'm wrong,
Tell me that i'm thinking too much!

Arghhh......

What

The

FUCK!!!

My heart never at ease :(

***FEAR***

Never gonna be the same again!
Hoping for the best!

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|4:50 AM|

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

.: Visit @ Enigami :.

Visit Alan at his newly open shop- Enigami for hair cut 2 days ago, a combination of hair and tattoo parlour run by him and Aelvin from Imagine Tattoo, as you can see when u read Enigami backword is = Imagine :)

Vintage collection of his and Aelvin was displayed all over the shop, pretty interesting!

They play FM in the shop with this old skool radio!!!

As i said, i wanna cut my hair real short

I cut off this much!

Alan was so reluctant to cut for me and i insist!

And the result!

Wat do u tink???

Thanks bro :)

Dior wears a real short hair now!

Baby and his friend labelled mi as a CRAZY GAL!

But my friends say i ROCK ok!!!

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|2:41 AM|

Thursday, May 28, 2009

.: Explosion in the head :.

Lots of doubts

Starts to wonder a lot!

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|7:50 AM|

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

.: xxx :.

Have a real nice chat with Baby after back from Tantric, 2weeks is short though but so much things happens.
And the guppy that baby bought abt 3 weeks ago gave birth, we have aprox 50 Guppies in total now!!!
And i got more and more dolls from Baby!!!!!!

Anyway stil cant get to sleep again till now and Baby is sleeping like a pig!
Drank quite a lot last nite too, sufferred a bit of hang over now :(

~For last nite~
So happy to see all of you at Tantric, sorry to keep you guys worry abt me again!

*For my dearest Wendy Cousin*

Last night, I couldn't give u a real nice birthday celebration like the year before and instead i bring you tears.

hmmm.........

No matter what, be strong for me alright?
And i definitely gonna be real strong for myself, don't forget
CINDY GINN NAH PAH BUAY TOH!!!
*lol* thats wat u always say!

So promise me to be strong ok!
Happy Belated Birthday once again.
Love my Cousin, my dear Sis always :)

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Dior plans to cut her hair real short, any style suggestion?

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|1:40 PM|

Monday, May 25, 2009

.: The Poisoned Apple :.

As i promised i will be back real soon, and YES!

CINDY DIOR
IS BACK FOR
TWO WEEKS!!!

Ok! Lots of things happened while i'm warded in IMH for this 2weeks.
Right after the next morning of admission i fainted, YES FAINTED!!!
So was put on drips and send to CGH for 3 days, blood and urine taken, brain scan, body x-ray and lots of jabs *left hand traumatised!* and same old problem, my Anemia never fails to give mi shit! And new shit was diagnosed, my gastric! Ok, seems like another big problem and was advised to do a scope for further investigation.
Yucks! They gonna put a scope soon from my throat down to gastric for scan!!! *Sian half*

Ok, back to IMH!
This time was totally different experience from the past 2 admission.
I couldn't explained the feel, the emotion.
But i learned a lot, really alot.

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Too much thoughts in mind and cant sort out, shall end here la!!!

*Traffic jammed up in my head*

So Daddy and Mummy is bringing me out to Pasir Ris Park for a run now.
And we gonna have Botak John for dinner with Qi *Yeah*

__- LOVEdeprived -__
|6:38 PM|

Monday, May 11, 2009

.: Kiss goodbye! :.

So little time and yet so much to do :(

*Thurs 7th May*

My bro (Qi) graduated,
Attended his graduation!!!
Congratz :P
Anyway he posted out to CANTOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!
The place i really hate :(

Ok, 2 boys fainted at the parade!

My 2 bros!

*Sat 8th May*

Back to Pulau Ubin for family dinner ;P
Early Mother's day celebration, and Vesak Day which is my daddy's birthday too!

My grandparents

My Ah ma, cute boh?! lol

My alcoholic mama!

Is Vesak day! Big celebration at Pulau Ubin

*Sat 9th May*

I bought this (Sambuca) all time favourite at $55!
Damn cheap!!! Club cost $180 for lower grade product can!!!

And we call the celebration for my 1 year xxx anniversary!!!

Steamboat at Hong Hu! *Shiok*

20 plus people having dinner together, so fun!!!
Appreciated all of you, thanks for coming =)

FORGET TO TAKE PICS TOGETHER!!! zZZzzZZz

Here's some random pics i have